Tuesday, April 24, 2007 at 12:45 AM
Hello~What's the meaning of being fortunate? This have left me to dwell much after going to the Old Folks home. Life is so fragile. I really have to thank my parents for bringing me up till this age of sixteen. Without them, would i ever encounter such a word called fortunate? Seeing those Old Folks plight, really sours my heart. I feel so bad when some of them say, " Ni men hao ming ah, bu xiang wo men zhe yang " It means in English that you all have a good life, not like us. This sort of strike me hard, to make me feel so guilty and bad. I dont know why.. It was also yet an enjoyable time with them. Some were really friendly and nice. (: I tried my best to think of topics to talk, to make them feel comfortable with us. There's this lady who actually was like some fortune teller. She look at many of my classmates palms but whatever she said was like almost the same. Saying that they cannot be petty and that they will have a good hunsband or wife. Haha. So cute. Some of the nurses told me to ignore some of the old folks. I feel super bad because they were talking to me and i cant do anything because sometimes i dont understand what they say. I didnt had the chance to visit that 12 year old boy who was in there. Aww! I really wanted to see him but there was limited time. There's this uncle who played chess with Teck Li and Kiat Wee. haha. Super funny. I made Teck Li like lost so many games with the uncle. Super funny..
With life being so fragile and easily brokened, i do not know why some people wont understand the good of their parents or siblings. They dont understand the hurt those will feel when they start shouting or talking rudely to them. Moodswings? Come on, you're talking rudely, spoiling relationships between yr family members, incorrigible attitude towards yr family members, just for the SAKE OF YR MOODSWING? You're too naive. Hai. This is one thing i cannot do to make people realize or maybe, that people or person is someone from my family. Atttitude, many cant change. ):
Physics is so screwed up for me. ): I dont even remember teacher saying there was a test & that time that small test was a quiz. I couldnt finish studying in time. Ahh, forget it. Im so into the show call Lu Lu Gong Zhu. The show is super nice! ^^ Alright people. take care all! byebye~